Day two....more thoughts

Never can just leave something. I tend to over-analyze. That's me. And the people who know me, well...they make jokes about it but they tolerate me. Thank you friends. Don't know where I would be without you. Everyone must be able to laugh at themselves. If you can't laugh at yourself you can't accept yourself. There comes a time when you just have to understand that it "all don't amount to a hill of beans" as my Grandma would say. In the "grand" scheme of things...this is wee. I love the word wee. It says so much more than small. Anyway, back to why I am back on here for the second time today when my goal was one post a day. Yeah, like that was gonna happen. (See aforementioned comment on over-analyzing.) Anyway...the accommodating thing...well, I've decided that I like it and am gonna keep it. So what if I like to defer to my friends. What harm is there? Now, that is not to say that I am not going to work up some assertiveness....I need that. For myself to grow up big and strong. And that is how I feel. After five years of walls surrounding me keeping me from feeling and doing and knowing...I feel like I am finally growing up. Emotionally retarded is what I told one friend. (And she still loves me.) So here's to some growing pains. And some more analyzing of traits...