a lot to learn....

I have never been in a relationship like this before. It is very freeing and yet scary at the same time. I have to learn that everything is not my responibility and yet everything I do matters. Very perplexing at times. I hope that every day I meet each new challenge with honesty...a little grace would be nice but I am not all that graceful, so I will be happy with keeping it real. Learning someone is a life-time experience and I need to keep my patience with myself in the forefront. I like to make no mistakes and that is not realistic. Just have to keep my heart in control and tell my head to keep the backseat. It's a new miracle every day I wake up.